Worst day EVER

I was completely fooled. I thought Aaron and I were doing great.... but little did i know he was not into it all. Aaron broke up with me... in the worst and most cowardly way... again. I never saw it coming and because I didn't I feel so tricked. He was an incredibal actor... Even one the day he did it! He came to my work ate lunch with me, hugged and kissed me and.... said I LOVE YOU and then left and about two hours later left me a note on my car that it was over. ARE YOU KIDDING ME?? So instead of going through every post about him and erasing it and pretending like he was never there I'm just going to keep them up. He was there and was there all the way- well was acting anyways. I still have a love for him and I miss him so much it kills but... what he did was wrong and really hurts and its over. I just hope that I never have to go through this again and I hope I can get past all my new developed trust issues sooner rather than later.